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Post by Casey on Dec 14, 2009 18:45:58 GMT -8
Lexi just dabbed the wet cloth against his forehead and cheeks soothingly...she smiled softly as he said he trusted her...
Well...if you trust me...then by default ...you trust her...I'd trust her with my life...i have in fact....are you done puking your guts out??
She chuckled softly..trying to tease him a little...get another one of those smiles...she set the cloth aside and took his hand..leading him out of the bathroom and back into bed...pulling back the covers so he could slide beneath...
Kris has been in contact with someone who might be able to help...for now..you just need to relax and stop stressing out until you make yourself sick...
She would normally offer to crawl into bed with him to help take his mind off it..like she had done with Marcus...but well...she wasn't sure the kitty next door would appreciate that...but she stayed close in case he asked her to...her beast continuing to nuzzle his...while she gently stroked his face...
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Kait listened to him as he spoke about finding a bigger bully...who was a bigger bully....Tieran maybe? Oh crap..she really should call him...maybe he would know what to do to snap Kildare out of it...he knew him much longer than she had..he'd been there when this was happening...she rubbed the bridge of her nose and sighed...she heard him say the vampire believes he owns Kildare and her heard lifted with a peculiar look on her face...
Do you think perhaps he was one of the vampires that Emily gave Kildare to? maybe that's why he thinks he owns him??
She looked at the vampire for a moment...and took another sip of coffee before putting it aside...she stood up slowly and looked around...she didn't know what they'd done with her clothes or her cell phone..
I have to call my Raj...he needs to know what's going on...we're supposed to fly back there tomorrow..but he can't go anywhere like this...Tier is gonna be pissed...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 14, 2009 19:01:27 GMT -8
The faintest brow lift and since he was done nothing left to come out of him now .He'd flash just the lightest smirk and nod to the toilet quickly .Just had to uh deal with nature first before he'd head back to the bed , yes hands washed as well ...dont worry he shook properly too . Sliding into the bed he'd ease onto his side watching her and wondering why she was helping him .His hand held out towards her , trying to hide the need to be close to someone warm here and failing
please? Promise I'll behave
He said it , meant it wouldnt do a damn thing just couldnt deny how badly he wanted someone to just hold him .God he was turning into wuss here ,the fear had abated but not left him fully yet .
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Hearing her he'd nod head and made a low mhmm noise confirming that was what he believed to be the case . Kris eased back into the chair watching her nose and as much as it amused him to see her being drowned in his robe she needed to get dressed soon
I took the liberty of having your belongings brought to this room , they'll be in the top draw over there and your Raj ? i heard the name mentioned Tieran that wouldnt be Tieran Matthews would it ?
Would there be a point in denying it now that would be upto her but as for telling her leader what was going on he didnt see it as quite the best idea yet
Answer me this though before you call him , would telling him anything now be of any help at all? He's not here , all he could do is worry and not be able to be here .Even if he did drop everything to come to you both wouldnt that leave your pard without its leader?. Hold off for a moment at least Kait , I have someone coming over soon , a telepath he can help .
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Post by Casey on Dec 14, 2009 21:49:01 GMT -8
Lexi saw the offered hand and she'd sgently take it...sliding beneath the covers with him...she curled herself up against him..the soft silk of her gown gliding against his skin...her soft hands stroking his naked body..not in a sexual way...just offering the comfort of embrace...nuzzling against his neck... before laying her head down next to his on his pillow...her warm hazel eyes looking at him..as she whispered
is anything coming back to you? do you remember who you are?
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Kait heard him nod and told him where her clothes were...she looked at the drawer but didn't move towards it just yet...she lifted her gaze curiously as she mentioned Tieran's full name..canting her head curiously
Do you know Tieran?
She thought about what he said about worrying Tieran...she shrugged gently...
I don't know...but he's known Kildare a long time...he was around when all this stuff with Emily went down apprently...he deserves to know what's going on...I'll wait a few more hours for your telepath...but after that i have to call him..i should have called sooner...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 14, 2009 22:03:48 GMT -8
having someone curl up against him , eyes would close she'd feel him slowly relax the tension sliding out of his muscles .her hand stroking against skin caused a low throated purring noise to start just content to let her pet him and yeah he was thinking of it that way nothing but being petted like a big ol kitty
keep seeing a face , a guy fighting him ...doesnt make sense get glimpses flashes , feeling pain and others where the same guy is there only like we're friends
It barely made any sense to him he didnt expect anyone else to make any damn sense out of it either .
you think theres someone who would be able to help ?
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Not so much him more his twin brother , we knew some of the same people in New York so i know of him but never met the man . I'm more judging on my knowledge of his brother , the lion with a worse case of stubborn attitude then anyone I've met
Hopefully she would listen to him avoid causing stress to people , so Kris had hows the saying go , chilled out lately . Just reached for his phone and sent a txt asking Maria to please hurry, gaze moving towards her every few second and back to the phone waiting for a reply
He'll understand why you didnt , neither of you were in much of a state to call anyone
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Post by Casey on Dec 14, 2009 22:41:49 GMT -8
Lexi slid her leg between his...intertwining their limbs as she felt him relax in her arms..her hand moving along his smooth back...drawing more of those purrs form him...smiling gently at the sound...it was cute...she listened as he spoke but it didn’t make much sense to her...
I don’t know...maybe...it’s worth a shot don’t you think? Is there someone you’d like to talk to? Or call? Someone who might be able to help you figure this stuff out?
She brushed her lips against his neck...sniffing gently as the healing fang marks still carried a scent of his blood...but she just cuddled up to him..burrowing under the covers with him... _____________________________________________________ Kait watched him as he spoke about Tieran’s brother...she’d met him a few times...but she didn’t really take him for the type to hang with vampires..though the stubborn thing..she was quite familiar with that gene that ran in the family.
That’s easy to say...but I’ve found that understanding is the first thing to go in the lycan world when people are in danger...to themselves or others..
The last time she’d been punished for not doing anything to stop Kildare....even though her intentions had only been to make sure he didn’t get into too much trouble...she knew she was probably in for it when she got back home for something...she sighed softly...she had really thought they were past all that...all thatself destructive self loathing...but it had all come back last night...he'd had a psychotic break..and she wasn't sure he'd ever recover...many didn't...her chest hurt at the thought that he'd never be the same again...
I just....wish there was something i could do...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 14, 2009 22:49:41 GMT -8
i dont know ...... keep saying that dont i , dont have a damn clue
More then just a littel frustrating to not be able to know the simple little things people took for granted .right here and now he felt safe and barely flinched when she touched the marks on his neck . Think if anyone else tried he would of freaked out on them .
i love someone .....loved , she turned her back on me made it hard to trust anyone but ..... god i cant remember her name , someone else saved me from that
a faint growl over rode the purr and frustration at not being able to recall faces or names slithered n unsettled feeling over him
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Gaze flickered to his phone again the silent vibration letting him know a new msg had arrived . he wasnt being rude but simply checked it and glanced over at her
She's on her way over as we speak , as for what you can do .... be there for him .Whatever has happened , be there yet I'm going to ask this and dont be angry but what if he's never quite the same again what then , would you leave him?
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Post by Casey on Dec 14, 2009 23:06:37 GMT -8
Lexi just watched him..huddled in the heat beneath the covers as she touched him..caressing his cheek gently...her fingertips very light..she looked at him curiously...
Do you remember who Kaitlyn is?
She couldn't help but ask...she wasn't sure what the female was to him...but obviously there were some feelings there..on her part...but he didn't seem to recognize her last night...maybe the name would help jar his memory... ____________________________________________________
Kait thought about that for a long time...what would she do? her eyes seemed to well with tears at the thought...seems cruel that she finally found someone to love..and he doesn't even know who she is anymore...but she took a deep breath...blinking away those tears and refusing to let them fall...she looked at Kris..
I don't know what i'll do.... I'll help him however I can...I'll be his friend...but i don't know if i can stand watching him destroy himself...i've already been through that once...i don't know that i can do it again...especially now that my heart is involved...i can't stay detached anymore...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 15, 2009 10:02:10 GMT -8
the brush of fingertips against cheek and he'd let gaze slide to look into her own .The name spoken and a flicker of recognition sparked in his eyes ,something clicked inside the jumbled mess created inside of his head . Trying to concentrate to fix onto what that word meant just chasing it thru the rest of the chaos
warmth ...safety,love
He might not be able to join face to the name but that was what the name reminded him off , the few scattered pieces he could grab made him feel that . the spark died slowly in his gaze and he'd look away before burying his face against her
if they cant fix me , i cant live like this
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Her reaction had him wondering just how bad things had gotten before then , the words spoken didnt scream encouragment that even if the male did get knocked back to normal that the two would ever be the same again . he felt sorry for them both , one persons actions destroying two peoples lives .
He doesnt need you to be detached in this , he needs you to help him fight . When Maria arrives you maybe asked to help her you know him better then anyone else you're the only one who would be able to assist her .
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Post by Casey on Dec 15, 2009 10:35:22 GMT -8
She smiled as he described what the name meant to him..he might not recognize her but he had a connection...she nodded encouragingly
That's good...just keep trying to remember her...
Her heart ached for him...it must be really difficult to not know who you are..where you are...she curled closer to him and ran her fingers through his hair
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Kait listened gently and nodded....she wanted to help him..get him to fight...but before though she cared about him as a person...she wasn't emotionally involved...loving someone changed that...it was harder not to take his words and actions personally...and after having him attack her...it was like he was a totally different person she didn't know...and she missed the Kildare she knew and loved...She didn't know if she could forget everything and go back to the way they were... she would always care for him...even if he never went back to the way he was...she'd deal with it... but she had to make sure she didn't lose herself in the process..
I'll do what i can...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 15, 2009 10:57:54 GMT -8
He couldnt do it though , this fragmented exsistance wasnt one he wanted . He clung onto one small slither of hope someone could help him , knock his head back into what he figured it should be cos this .it felt wrong on so many levels .
theres something inside , fur and teeth
the concious mind wasnt keeping his beast at bay but something was , the way he is right now he couldnt control it for anything
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He didnt know what she was thinking and honestly maybe a good idea that was the case . The door had been answered and a knock on his door would see if opening and a small petite woman entering the room . Wrapped up against the cold outside still maria barely hit 5 foot and that was wearing heels .A warm expression , the dark eyes glittering and looking at both of them " well what are you two waiting for , lets get to work ". Kris felt a smile appear and eased to his feet , the different in height between the two would make anyione wonder what they two got upto
never one to beat around the subject , Kait this is Maria as if i need to return the introduction. But enough small talk , he's in the other room ... think you can help him?
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Post by Casey on Dec 15, 2009 11:12:27 GMT -8
She just laid there with him beneath the covers...giving him the comfort he seemed to need most...she nodded gently...but didn't elaborate...if he didn't know about his beast...she didn't want to rile up his beast if he didn't have control...
This isn't the your last option..just the first one...don't lose hope
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When Kait heard the door...she'd get up and quickly pull on her clothes...wincing gently as she pulled on her shirt..not bothering with a bra over her sore breast...but she would smile gently at the tiny woman..Kait was tall..towering over her at nearly 5'9" but the woman had a no nonsense air about her that Kait appreciated..given the circumstances...she still wasn't sure what was going to happen but she followed them down the hall into the room with Lexi and Kildare...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 15, 2009 11:22:59 GMT -8
_____________________________________________________ Kris would wait for kait to get herself dressed and presentable before leading the small group along the corridor towards the room the two lycans were currently in . Poor Marcus had spent the night elsewhere with his room being occupied and out of use for him .Maria had been filled in before the woman had even gotten to the house it seemed more prudent to be able to explain details without bringing up the bad memories for Kait . A faint knock at the door and it would slide open slowly allowing the three of them to enter the room . Just eased inside gaze moving to the two curled up on the bed there and now didnt that look cozy hmmm . Maria bustled herself in , still looking harmless as can be shrugging that thick winter coat off and laying it over a chair nearby . " you didnt tell me it was like this Kristopher" .A faint glance and his full name used he just shook head faintly ignoring the tone
you know how lycans are Maria , touchy feely stuff .
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Kildare didnt say anything just stayed buried against her and out of sight , or trying too he was six feet tall hard to make that much height disappear totally . Better to just concentrate on staying relaxed not letting anything scare the shit outta him , god knows why he didnt see being afraid as a good thing right now .The door opened up and Kildare peeked up for a second seeing people enter the room and out of the optins he had he picked the hiding and pretending he wasnt there one , just curled up tighter and kept his head down
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Post by Casey on Dec 15, 2009 11:31:11 GMT -8
Kait followed Kris and Maria into the room...hearing Maria's comments about the two of them...she couldn't help the stab of hurt that shot through her seeing him curled up there with another woman...even if they weren't doing anything but cuddling...still..seeing that he still didn't even recognize her stung and then to see him turning to someone else for comfort just made it worse...she swallowed down the lump in her throat and took a breath..now wasn't the time to get all emotional... she did her best to put on her doctor face and and just stayed quiet...and out of the way...sort of hugging her arms as she waited to hear what maria had planned...
Lexi would see the group coming in and she would feel Kildare burrowing deeper to try to hide...she brushed a hand over his head as she slipped from the bed...
This is the woman i was telling you about..she's here to help you..
She stood and moved out of the way...and though she felt the slight glare Kait kept giving her she just moved back...her anger was understandable...but the leopard didn't seem inclided to make an issue of it..which Lexi was grateful for...the two women just stood back out of the way..watchin
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Post by Keiran on Dec 15, 2009 11:40:18 GMT -8
Kris brushed a hand against her arm lightly and could see the sight of the two curled there got to her .Just there wasnt much he could do for the moment but stand and be the well muscle if needed to be . With Lexi sliding out of the bed leaving him on his own Kildare froze in place not moving incase he attracted attention to himself. Too late for that since all this was aimed towards him and Maria would step towards the bed ,sitting herself down on one edge of it . " relax , i'm not here to hurt you its okay . " A hand would touch Kildares arm lightly , the figure beneath the cover flinching faintly from the touch and Maria drew the cover down watching him . " Kris you know what to do " .
Kris was hoping it wouldnt come to this and brushed a hand against kaits shoulder whispering in her ear to stay back and not to interfer yet .He'd head towards the bed and as Maria eased into Kildares mind working into that jumbled mess the vamp made of it Kris worked on well securing the leopard down onto the bed itself .Dont even ask where the restraints came from under the bed only know that they were in place preventing the leopard from harming himself now . " Kaitlyn come over here darlin , I need you to be close holding his hand okay " . Assuming Kait did as Maria asked the smaller woman waited till the female leopard was in place before reaching to draw kait into the chaos
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Post by Casey on Dec 15, 2009 11:54:51 GMT -8
Kait flinched slightly as Kris's touch shook her out of her thoughts a bit...she did her best not to show how much it affected her but well...this was the problem with being emotionally involved...she looked at him with a cnocerned frown as he told her not to interfere...wondering what was going to happen...but she gave a curt little nod...
She watched Maria sit next to Kildare..she could practically feel his nervousness and once Kris moved forward to restrain Kildare...she was sure that wasn't going to go over well...she felt her hands curl into fists as she watched..trying to hold herself back from doing something...
She heard Maria call her over...and she would slowly walk over...she sat down next to him and gently took his hand...still not saying anything...she just tried to infuse her strength into him...she hated seeing him so lost..
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