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Post by Casey on Dec 18, 2009 22:55:38 GMT -8
Layla watched him...the stillness that came over him and the acceptance and a slow smile would curl her ruby lips...she seemed satisfied with his answer
Good Kildare...
Ready for the twist? Layla would turn to look at Kait then...Kildare was looking away so he might miss the questioning look she gave the other leopard..but Kait would just nod to Layla..letting her know she felt Kildare had had enough...and without a word Kris would release Kait’s hands from the cuffs...her wrists showed just a little redness but obviously the cuffs weren’t made of silver like Kildare’s... Kait just stood there...rubbing her wrist gently...watching Kildare...If he looked...he’d see her standing calmly...not attacking either vampire... why not? Perhaps because she’d been in on it the whole time...It had been staged...everything from the surprise attack by Kris, to the questions that Layla would ask...It had all been a ruse...Kris hadn’t used his powers on Kait...but they’d pretended to knowing Kildare’s reaction...Kait would finally speak in a soft voice...as she moved towards Kildare...
Layla...Kris...would you leave us please?
Both vampires nodded gently...and Layla would give Kildare a smirk...assuming he’d be suitably shocked to find that it had been Kait that had orchestrated the entire thing...Layla would gently pat Kildare’s cheek affectionately...
A word of advice leopard...be good to that one...she loves you and knows you better than you could imagine....and she’s a devious little thing...i don’t think I could have come up with a more suiting punishment...she makes me proud...try not to get on her bad side hmm?
Layla chuckled as she and kriss walked out of the basement...closing the door...Kait would slowly approach Kildare and with a resigned look on her face..she’d slowly start to lower his arms..knowing it was going to hurt like hell..trying to give him some time to adjust...
Don’t be mad at them Kildare...it was all my idea...they did exactly what i told them to
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Post by Keiran on Dec 18, 2009 23:14:31 GMT -8
Did it matter whether it was acceptance or just saying what they wanted to hear . He neither looked at the leaving vampires or even towards Kait not even as she let the cuffs be released and he'd end up dropping to his knees there was a damn thing left in his body to keep him upright at that moment . The first thought , he didnt want to believe she'd been the one to do this to him . The disbelief was too much for him to take in on one go and he still seemed reluctant or refused to lift his head upwards and look at her . Pain of another kind stabbed straight thru him the whole way , like he'd been gutted like a fish and left out to dry in the sun all day . A faint laugh though and he was staring at the ground infront of him
Zeke would be proud of you , that was some fucked up twisted shit you came up with Kaitlyn .
What stung the most for him was that she knew everything he'[d been thru , had been there for some of it seen the aftermath and beyond it and still . His heart may love her but he couldnt be sure if he actually liked her right this very moment . She knew he would do anything to save her , would die to keep her alive and she used everything she knew about him to create this twisted little affair . He ended up looking at the mess he'd made of his wrists and flinched only when salt water landed on the open cuts hadnt noticed he'd let tears slide free till then and did nothing to stop them from coming as they wanted too .
out of all the things you could of done to me , you picked this? .Everything i've been thru , the mind fucks the betrayels and Maire fucking me over and yet ....... you decided the best way to punish me was to play yet another mind fuck game?
a low snort barely recognisable as a sound at all there
congratulations , you did what was expected of you and then some be proud add yourself to the list of women who've fucked me over
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Post by Casey on Dec 18, 2009 23:44:34 GMT -8
Kait let him down and she knelt in front of him...she didn't speak for a while..just listening to his words...she hadn't come to the decision lightly...she knew she couldn't watch him be tortured..she couldn't see him in physical pain..let alone inflict it herself...she knew he'd been through a lot...they'd messed with his head...but much of it was his own doing...he did it to himself..over and over and over by refusing to talk about any of it...and perhaps...she wanted him to hurt just a little...he'd scared the crap out of her these past few days...once she would have known without a doubt that he'd die for her..but that was before he tried to eat her... he'd hurt her...tried to kill himself in front of her...didn't even remember who she was...sought out someone else for comfort...and he hadn't trusted her enough to tell her any of these things that happened to him. maybe he hadn't wanted to remember...but if anyone..she would have understood..and the fact that he kept expecting she would turn away from him for it bugged her...so in a way...this was an attempt to find out if whether he regretted any of it...would he change? if not...she'd always have to worry about him flipping on her again...constantly be on suicide watch with him...It was harsh..she knew..and she'd expected him to be mad at her...so she just knelt there with some towels...gently tending to his wrists if he'd let her...
I couldn't sit by and see you tortured Ian...i couldn't do it to you and i wouldn't have been able to watch it..If either of the vampires would have had their way...they would have humiliated you and hurt you, made you relive the type of things Emily had made you do...and you would have just tuned it out like everything else...and nothing would change except your bitterness would have grown...I thought that this way... you wouldn't have to be hurt physically...if you learned your lesson another way...and the intent was to help you realize some things about yourself...about your pride and stubbornness and refusal to acknowledge things that keep coming back to bite you in the ass...it wasn't meant to fuck with your mind in any way, other than to keep you from repressing everything by keeping you angry instead of numb...I'm sorry....
She fell silent again..she wasn't sure he'd believe her...but that was the truth..she'd done it because she thought he needed a wake up call...it was harsh and exreme..but she did it because she was scared that the next time a padma or some vampire with the powers over leopards came to town...she wouldn't be there to keep him from going over the edge...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 19, 2009 16:39:55 GMT -8
Physical torture was just that , simply physical and whatever could of been done to him would of healed so much more easier and quicker then the mess his mind was in at this stage . Yes he knew he'd hurt her and it killed him to know that someone used him to hurt her and not being able to stop himself in the slightest being trapped inside your own body and powerless to do anything as simple as lifting your own arm .The rest of it , most a blur to him still just knew he'd opened up somehow and let most everything come spilling out there were things the tortured state of mind he'd been in hadnt let free , couldnt . He hadnt move from where he'd fallen when the chains were removed from him still knelt there shoulders slumped as if the weight of the world currently sat heavy on them . He didnt move till she reached towards him and for the first time since he'd ended up knelt there he'd pull arms back away from her touch . having her touch any part of him at this point would not be her smartest move since simply being mad didnt quite cover the range of emotions he was feeling . The walls inside of him were built up and on the metaphysical side his beast was contained , controled and locked away only the strongest would even know what he was he was shielding so hard . Kildare listened to her talking it may not seem it but he was listening to every word she said and waited till she seemed to have finished yet he would still refuse to look upwards keeping gaze locked onto his own body letting thoughts wonder , just for the barest moment .
From them I could of handled it , anything they did to Me would of meant nothing in the world because they mean nothing . I've been humiliated , I've been hurt and I've been made to relive some of the worst moments of my life right here , you used every single thing you knew about me to manipulate me into doing what you wanted me too . Intentions to one side for a moment , you did to me exactly the same things Emily did in the past . You may not see it but its there and I cant even explain how I feel right now because I dont even know ., I dont have a clue how to even begin to understand . Right now though right at the front is a numbness thats covering everything else up I cant even feel anger anymore the pains the only thing I can really feel . You need to know one thing , you let the gene out of the lamp going to have to deal with the consequences whether you like them or not .
It had to be the most he'd spoken since this entire mess had started , deep down he was actually glad they hadnt messed around before coming down here it would of stung twice as badly as it already did . At some point the anger would over ride the pain yet it stayed fresh in his mind maybe since he focused on it and nothing else . The pain would help him keep his sanity intact something he was clinging to with both hands and just barely managing to hold on . he felt pain from his wrists , where silver had sliced into his skin burning and cutting him at the same time both would take time for him to heal from . Every muscle from forearms to shoulders burned as well from suporting his weight for so damn long and the way he'd fought against his restraints . it was that he kept attention fixated on .
I still love you , cant help that ..... I just need time and right now I have to hunt , alone .
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Post by Casey on Dec 19, 2009 21:22:00 GMT -8
Kait saw the way he jerked away from her touch and it was like a stab in the heart...kait's jaw tensed but she put her hands back in her lap but she swallowed down the hurt and kept her face as blank as she could...she just listened to what he said... and nodded...so he saw her like another Emily...some manipulative bitch who got some sick enjoyment out of fucking with his head...it hurt that he thought of her like that...but maybe she deserved it...he may have preferred it if she beat the living crap out of him...but she wasn't going to apologize for not being able to hurt him like that...she thought this was the lesser of evils...but apparently she was wrong...hearing him say he wanted to hunt alone she couldn't speak...he didn't want her touching her...hunting with him..he couldn't even look at her...he said he loved her but Kait was even doubting that...how could he love someone he says fucked him over? Kait had done everything she could think of to get through to him...from the moment they'd met...she'd let him terrorize her..threaten her...and she cared...he'd convinced her to start dating him..and she'd gone against her better judgement and fell for him...he has a break down and attacks her...doesn't remember her...tried to kill himself infront of her...admits he'd rather die than fight it...and she still worried about his welfare... now he seemed to want nothing more to do with her...and Kait could only take so much...She hurt too...but as always...she had to put her hurt aside for someone else... She couldn't say anything without breaking down in tears...so she'd just slowly rise to her feet...he wasn't looking at her so she would just turn with as much dignity as she could muster and she'd leave....heading back upstairs ..she'd pull out her phone and call Tieran....whether he answered or not didn't really matter...the pain was obvious in the tone of her voice....
"It's done...and he can't stand to even look at me now...Don't expect me home for a while."
She'd hang up after that and head to Kris's bedroom to gather up the rest of her things...she really needed to leave as soon as possible...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 19, 2009 22:07:49 GMT -8
The call Tieran had expected eventually yet he hadnt expected those words from her and the way she spoke and hung up on him wasnt sitting so well with the leopard . he was out in LA unable to try and intercede or do anything but silently fret over what the pair were getting themselves into .
He knew she'd left him kneeling there , also knew his words hurt her since she made no attempt to argue with him the normal reaction he come to expect from her . Just slowly eased body from the ground and onto his feet finding his muscles protested at the movement yet staying on the floor sucked the heat from him and into the tiles beneath . He took the same path upwards that Kait had just taken yet standing at the top of the stairs he felt lost , adrift in a sea of madness with no way of finding safe passage out of it . One thing he was sure off he couldnt return to LA at any time soon , he was of no use to anyone not even himself right now . Kildare honestly wished someone would tell him what he should do now and instead of standing there slowly step after step he found himself moving forwards not seeking out warmth , from what he could recall Lexi was sweet and would only help him slide further into the numbness that was spreading over his soul . Instead he would try to seek out the female bitch vampire who'd helped put him thru hell down below in the basement . His beast wouldnt be of much use to that and kept containted inside of himself knowing which door he'd used before and from scent which one Kait had been in least recently . he would try to find Layla , seek her out of anyone there .
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Post by Casey on Dec 19, 2009 22:19:54 GMT -8
Kait had grabbed her jacket and was on her way out the door when she remembered Tieran's orders...that he wasn't supposed to leave her sight...she went looking for Kris...asking him to be sure Kildare didn't leave the house..she needed some time alone but she would be back in a few hours...getting his promise...she would put her jacket on and slip outside for a walk..even in the frigid condition..
Layla wold be watching the two on the monitors in her study...shaking he r head as Kait left..and she saw Kildare inching his way up the stairs...seeing the confused look..he seemed to be searching for something...Layla wold rise from her chair and make her way down the hallway towards him with that silent glide most vampires had...
Looking for something Kildare?
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Post by Keiran on Dec 19, 2009 22:27:04 GMT -8
Silent glide that could freak people out only he would slightly lift head and look straight at her . Anyone with half a brain would be able to see how lost he felt he wasnt hiding anything or more likely he wasnt able to hide anything he was laid bare and it wasnt such a pretty sight . Head canted to one side slightly and would watch her for a moment not even sure why he was seeking her out and not the softness of another lycan
I dont know what the hell to do, starting to feel like ...... fuck i dont know and I dont even know why i'm telling you this .
he trailed off for a moment , tongue licking almost nervously at lips the next words coming out of him in a rush before he could think or take them back
help me? ..hurt me?
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Post by Casey on Dec 19, 2009 22:32:42 GMT -8
Layla would quirk a surprised brow at him as he spoke....trying to figure out what he was getting at there...when he asked her to hurt him..she considered him for a long time...she moved closer to him, a hand under his chin..she'd raise his head to look into his eyes...this was one confused little kitty....she held his chin firmly...
Why would you want me to hurt you?
She inhaled gently...smelling his blood..his fear...his anger...his pain...it was an intersting combination...volatile...she stepped closer and would steer him gently back into Marcus's room...and closed the door...waiting for his answer
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Post by Keiran on Dec 19, 2009 22:40:10 GMT -8
He made no move to avoid her touch ,would allow her to lift his head and look into his eyes the blue depths seemed to lack the spark they should have within them . Kildare simply looked back towards her and waited for her to say something hell anything .So she asked why and instead of answering he let her lead him from hallway and into the bedroom instead . They were out of sight there I guess he was still only half dressed and barely felt anything let alone cold from the lack of clothing on his body . Just why had he asked that one thing of her , he didnt know her and she owed him nothing at all
I'm numb straight down to my soul and I need to feel something , anything . Have to try and get thru it and ...... i dont know , pain is better then nothing right now .
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Post by Casey on Dec 19, 2009 22:51:43 GMT -8
Layla disagreed with him...she thought this was more of that mission he seemed to be on to kill himself...but she didn't say as much...she just watched him...she moved around him..standing behind him...leaning over his shoulder slightly as she spoke
So of all the things you could feel..you want pain?
She shook her head...he wasn't thinking about what he was asking...she could leave him torn to shreds...on the verge of death if she wanted...and he would have asked for it...if he weren't so confused.she was fairly certain he never would have asked for such...
What's to stop me from just killing you leopard?
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Post by Keiran on Dec 19, 2009 22:57:18 GMT -8
Maybe it wouldnt make a lick of sense to most people but pain , he knew pain , he understood pain and it was something he'd lived with most of his adult life if not longer then that. So out of all the things he could wish to feel he picked pain , out of all feelings for him it was the most clear cut and direct .
does it shock you , that'd i'd ask something like that
she was behind him , gaze fixed ahead of himself for a heartbeat and turned trying to look at her back there and not finding it so easy . What would stop her from just , well getting rid of him for good
Your own word not too ? you get nothing out of killing me but annoyance and grief , hiding a body getting rid of the evidence .
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Post by Casey on Dec 19, 2009 23:06:29 GMT -8
Layla chuckled softly at his response...
Shocked? no...i understand why you ask it...physical pain is simple...but it's only a temporary fix...
She would nuzzle at his neck..and bare her fangs...she drew the sharp tips of her fangs along his neck...not quite breaking the skin..but still leaving angry red marks...just as her fingernails did when she suddenly raked them across his back...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 19, 2009 23:10:58 GMT -8
it would be better then nothing because fixing me , isnt going to happen over night . i'm broken and i know it .
Maybe pain was the easy way out of not feeing anything at all , but the fact he craved some kid of feeling showed he wasnt totally lost at least not yet . Pain would ease some of the anguish hidden beneath the surface and let him rest finally .That was something else he needed as well to rest and let mind and body start to heal themselves . The feel of sharpness against skin and the faintest hiss of breath came out of him ,muscles tensing cross his back and relaxing again as they complained loudly to him about moving so much
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Post by Casey on Dec 19, 2009 23:18:12 GMT -8
well at least he realized he was broken...layla felt him hiss and the tensing of his muscles was visible as she suddenly dug her fingers into a coupel painful pressure point on the backside of his armpits...she didn't have to draw blood to cause pain..over the years she'd done a lot of studying..she knew ways to bring someone to their knees without breaking a sweat....she dug her thumbs into th epoints until she heard Kildare cry out..she'd then rapidly move around and with a quick succession...slapping him and then backhanding him...snapping his head from side to side then...before lifting her heeled foot and shoving it at his chest..sending him sliding backwards into fare wall...
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