Keiran
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 11:08:46 GMT -8
Another time and he might mot have reacted so easily to her manipulations of his body , he was still suffering from being hung from his wrists and the jabbing into those points made a grunt tumble free but with twisting the noise he made seemed more yelp then out cry of pain . His head snapped first one way then the other barely seeing how fast she moved the the impact of heel to chest sent him flying cross the room . His body hit the wall and slid down along it landing in at the bottom of it the wind knocked out of him . Even if say a chance to defend himself arose he wouldnt of taken it he'd asked for this and kept his beast restrained and let her do whatever she wanted to him now . Deep down he felt like he deserved any and all pain she could inflict on him
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Post by Casey on Dec 20, 2009 16:11:33 GMT -8
Layla would watch him slide down the wall...she'd casually make her way towards him..crouching down over his legs watching him...she reach in and grab his chin...turning it so her was looking at her...her yellow green eyes still cool without a flicker of anger...she wasn't doing this because she was angry with him...she was doing it because he asked her to...even if she felt it was stupid...she held no ill will towards the confused little leopard...
You're a fool Kildare...
She'd backhand him then...hard...snapping his head to the side before reaching out to grab his chin again and force it back to look at her...
That little kitty spent over an hour talking with me about your punishment...she couldn't bear to see you seriously hurt...she turned down all of my suggestions...
Layla gave another sharp open handed slap to his face
she did what she did because she would rather have taken the punishment and beating herself than to see it happen to you...but she was tasked with teaching you a lesson..So she found a different way to give a lesson without violence because she knows violence means nothing to you...pain is nothing to you.
She stood and put the sharp stiletto heel of her shoe against his throat...blocking his airway until he started to struggle to breath
Whatever you may think...she took no pleasure in decieving you...unlike the others before her...and that makes her different than them...and yet...you make her out to be an even bigger monster than them...even i could smell the unshed tears in her eyes as she left...
She'd finally release his throat but deliver a swift kick to his side...a kidney shot that was bound to crumple him further...she'd reach down with one hand and grip him by the hair..jerking his head to the side
Personally...i think she could do far better than a man who is too self centered to see how special she is...I certainly wouldn't be so insensitive to her...perhaps i'll offer her a place as my pet...
Layla would use her grip on his hair to bring his head down and into the knee she'd thrust forward...listening for a brunch of bones when his nose would break...those last words were more of a dig at him than anything else...though Layla wouldn't mind having a woman such as Kait around...she liked the way the leopard thought outside the box...clearly she was underestimated and misunderstood by her pard...Layla would appreciate her perspective
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Keiran
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 16:24:40 GMT -8
He hadnt moved from where he'd ended up from being thrown against the wall , she'd stand over him and the feel of hand forcing him to turn head and look at her .Confused? of course he was not knowing his own state of mind was the only thing he had absolute certainty off . With each slap and backhand she delievered his head turned with it still not fighting what she was doing , his head snapped one way then the other lights dancing infront of his eyes . Oh he heard every single word she was saying to him there wasnt any doubt in that , with her heel pressed into his throat it would be the first time since he'd asked her and this had started that Kildare even struggled against the blows being unleashed against him .Even as faint as they were he did struggle against the heel pushed into his throat and struggled to gulp in any air at all his body needing it badly .
Between her heel and the kick connecting hard with his side Kildare let his body go with gravity and slide sideways against the wall itself feeling the coolness against his skin till his downward slide was halted by the hand gripping his hair and jerking his head to one side . Puzzled , confused lost gaze would meet her own and the suddeness of her snapping his head forwards and the pain blossoming outwards from his nose the bone not standing a damn chance against her . The dig was taken and at this moment he would if agreed totally that he didnt deserve kait in the least that she needed someone better then he could ever be . His breath was taken away and he couldnt force any words out of him , head spinning from the slaps and now the knee to his face blood streamed from nose dripping onto his chest and shining bright red against the paleness of his skin
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Post by Casey on Dec 20, 2009 16:36:43 GMT -8
Layla let go of Kildare's head and let his body slump down the wall...leaving him lying on the floor for a minute before crouching down once more in that elgant way of hers...she turned his head towards her once again..looking at the blood streaming from his nose..
But you and i both know...she wouldn't take it... no matter what you may think of her..she loves you and has been trying to protect you all this time...even if that means she has to suffer in silence. So my advice to you...is to get your shit together...and then show her how much you care about her and put you both out of your misery.
Layla would let his head drop back down and stand up...brushing her slacks clean though they now had a blood stain on the knee...she'd look him over for a moment and then would walk out...it wasn't any fun to beat on someone who wasn't going to fight back...he'd wanted an ass whooping and he got one..she hoped he was content with that...she'd head back to her room to change.
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 16:53:41 GMT -8
Whatever physical pain Layla managed to inflict on him would be nothing compared to the mass of twisted up emotions inside of him just under the surface . Numbness was keeping him from feeling the full extent of the way the last few days had ended up making him feel . He didnt even notice her leaving the room and had ended sliding fully onto his back staring unseeing at the ceiling above him , the blood would of slowed down and finally stopped quicker then your average human would of done small mercy and thankfull side of being lycan at times . Kildare stayed there looking upwards and let the physical pain dominate his mind , gave him a focus on anything but feeling numb and broken .
He wasnt sure how long he stayed there it could of been two minutes it might of been 10 hours since time didnt seem to mean much to him . It would take effert to move from the floor and finally made his way staggering to the bathroom , leaning against the sink heavily and spat blood out into the sink watching the redness look stark against the white . His hand lifted and brushed his nose wincing at the pain still pulsing from there and had to pinch and make sure the bone was right where it should be . The bellow of pain that came out of him when he corrected the misalignment of his nose would of been heard for a distance and would wash the blood from his skin after the room stopped spinning on him .bruises that would be gone in days were showing cross his side where she kicked him , the faint red mark at throat from her heal and one helluva black eye staring back at him in the mirror
hate to say it but she's right Layla needs better then me
His voice sounded rough even to himself and would lower head faint tremours started at first his grip on the sink the only thing keeping him upright and standing there shivering wildly he let the tears out opened up the flood gates and fuck men dont cry he let it out and literally sobbed his tears mixing with the blood in the sink infront of him . He knew it would happen eventually didnt mean he liked this but the pain disolved the numbess blocking his soul and the pain inside of him flooded outwards and didnt seem to want to stop
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Post by Casey on Dec 20, 2009 17:11:10 GMT -8
Kait would be coming back in from her walk...she'd been gone several hours..just walking around the city thinking...but when her fingers and toes started going numb she'd finally head back to the townhouse...she was just coming down the block when she heard Kildare's bellow of pain and her head would snap up and she took off running...she'd storm into the house...and took the stairs two at a time to find him...he shouldn't have a reason to bellow like that...she'd gotten Kris's promise that he wouldn't hurt him..she'd open the door to the bedroom Kildare had been using and look around a bit frantically...her beast reaching out for his...
Ian?
She'd finally hear the sobbing coming from the bathroom and she'd move towards the small room..opening the door...she'd see him standing there and for a second she thought maybe she shold just leave him be...he probably didn't want to see her...but she caught a glimpse of him in the mirror..his face bloody and his eye swelling shut and rage just exploded inside her...her beast went a little crazy...and she gripped the door jam so hard she started cracking the wood...she growled in a low menacing way...[\i]
Which one was it?
Obviously she was pissed that someone hurt him...they had no reason to...she'd trusted them to keep him safe for just a few hours while she was gone and one of them had beaten the crap out of him...if he didn't answer her right away she was going to go off and find out for herself..
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Keiran
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 17:23:12 GMT -8
When the walls would come crumbling down they all tumbled at the same time , the pain and anguish filling his soul flooded out of [with each sob that shook his body .His beast no longer contained behind iron walls prowled beneath the surface of him let him feel the brush of fur against skin and it reacted to feeling Kaits own beast reaching for her's as she sent her own beast towards his . He heard the way she growled low and slowly lifted his head upwards turning ever so slowly leaning back against the sink since he wasnt so sure his body would stay upright if he tried standing without some assistance . It shocked him , gave him some small measure of hope as well that she was so angry that one of them might of just kicked his ass for no reason , didnt ask what did he do first . She should of though , no-one to blame for the state he was in but himself
Layla but I asked her too Kait .
He was looking at her , he felt his own pain and for a split moment he wasnt blind either and saw her own pain wished he could take it away from her , store it with the surply of his own not that he didnt have an abudance of it . He kinda figured she wouldnt be impressed with his confession to asking them to do this to him . he didnt even know totally if she would understand why
Kait , please dont yell or get angry with me other this . We need to talk or I need to talk to you and if you;ll hear me out and listen then decide what happens next? ....please
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Post by Casey on Dec 20, 2009 17:41:30 GMT -8
Kait felt his beast reaching for hers but she hesitated..she wasn't sure if he'd want to feel her beast..or if he wanted comfort..or maybe he just wanted to pound his beast against hers like he had before...she let her beast tentatively touch his...not really sure what to expect but if he wanted comfort..she'd give what little comfort she could while keeping her physical distance form him..since he hadn't wanted to be touched...by her anyway...she was a little too pissed to be much comfort just then...she'd trusted Layla...why the hell would kildare ask her to beat the crap out of him...Maybe Kildare was just confused...but Layla damn sure should have known better...Kait just growled again and would head back out of the bathroom to hunt the bitch down when he spoke again...She paused with her hand on the door when he asked her not to yell at him about it...a pained look flashed across her features before she could hide it...he thought she would yell at him for getting his ass kicked? his opinion of her must be lower than she thought...she looked at him for a minute as he asked her to listen...she'd just nod softly agreeing to listen...and stand sort of awkwardly by the door...for some reason she was dreading whatever he was about to say...and her stomach knotted but she stood there in the corner near the door..her arms just sort of lightly hugging herself... as she watched him...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 18:30:58 GMT -8
He didnt have a lower opinion just scared she wouldnt understand why and think him insane for even asking someone to inflict pain onto him . Normal sane people didnt go asking vampires to physically beat the crap out of them . Layla had only done it since he had asked her too oh she could of refused but the vampire hadnt , had done what he'd asked her to do to him . Each breath he took stayed low , shallow trying to ease the pain pulsating in his side that a deeper breath aggrivated and he knew he brought it all onto himself no-one else to blame .She stayed , didnt walk away from him and he'd stay there leant against the sink and watched her covertly for a second .
Somewhere little more comfortable maybe?
he'd motion towards the bedroom area and if she moved would wait a second before easing away from the sink and slowly taking his battered self out of there and into the nearest seat he could come too. Just flopping into it was out of the question and instead he sunk slowly into it , knowing he could be rid of the pain if he just shifted and let it heal but he needed to get this off of his chest fully , once and for all
gonna go from the start and just ....... lay everything bare . the guys that started this off the ones that attacked us three of them we're cousins. All of us worked for the same boss and J , he spoke for all of us .Whatever we did together he made the rules up and I just followed them blindly even to making a pact that we'd all become vampires together . I didnt want it just couldnt go against him , too young and stupid to know better . When Tieran infected me he threw those plans out and J knew I was happy to be out of it and far as he's concerned I did it on purpose to squelch on my part of the deal . Tieran , he took me with him , found me help to control my beast and I stayed by his side where ever he went .
Tieran barely knew those details , how would you even consider bringing that up in conversation with someone let alone the oldest friend you had going for you . His gaze flickered around the room , a swipe of tongue over lips and felt his mouth dry up a flicker of fear dancing cross his mind
We went from LA , to Vegas and finally hit Salem it was only meant to be a short visit but he's got too much honor in him he couldnt leave a pard with no leader so we stayed .It didnt seem to last for long , we started getting rogues acting like Salem was theres and Emily joined us she looked so pathetic and scared didnt know it was more act then any real feelings or emotions . Doubt she was part of the same group that attacked us not at first but our numbers were low being sent away from Salem with the weaker ones seemed the only thing we could do when the attack happened .They wanted what was ours , our home ,feeding grounds the works and couldnt get them to agree to a truce . The warehouse we finally holed up in was supposed to be a safe zone ,out of the way and out of sight from being tracked .
Confession is good for the soul isnt it? why didnt this feel good then , why did it feel like he was tearing himself apart and laying all his faults and scars bare infront of her
I got them settled in for the night , we had everything we could of needed food , water sleeping bags .Em she stayed by my side the whole time I helped get them settled and soothing their fears she seemed to want to help ya know . She was the one who cooked for us that night , I gave her free access to do what she needed too . When the rest started to fall asleep I didnt even think anything of it , long ass day and i felt tired to the bone then i hadnt a clue what happened to the rest of the pard and no word was coming to me couldnt get any answer from anyone . I saw her on the cell talking to someone the look she gave me was simple pure hate and the smile it sent chills down my spine . What worked so well on everyone else wasnt working so well on me she wanted me unconsious and I was too strong to fall. Thats when she knelt by the nearest too her and held a knife to their throats mean everyone else was unconcious and couldnt do a damn thing . I couldnt reach her in time , if i'd tried to kill her then she would of slit someones throat . I gave in Kait , I did exactly what she wanted too and took the rest of the drug from her bag and downed the lot of it . She promised me though that she would have the rest of the group released and whatever was going to happen would be on my head alone I shouldnt of trusted her then she'd betrayed us once again wouldnt be so hard would it . It went downhill from that moment on , the rogues had recruited her to work for them on the inside to spy on us and Tieran to know how we worked and what was happening .
Somehow he managed to speak and no bitterness clung to his words simply spoke them matter of factly trying to keep his emotions at bay . He couldnt do that and keep the tears from sliding free let them slide along cheek and fall unheeded
Waking up was hell , they'd planted a pole in the ground and attached a chain too it the chain ended with a cuff attached to my wrist could only move 10 feet in a circle and nothing beyond that . The rest of them were tied up close to each other sleeping bags under them only reason they did that was because they'd been stripped before being tied up much easier that way for them . First thing they started with was shoved someone close enough for me to reach and told me to rape them and if i didnt the whole group would rape her infront of me . I can still name each and every person that was there , she was so terrified Kait she didnt want them to touch her and begged me to do it . I admit I tried but my performance wasnt upto their standereds i didnt make her cry enough or scream enough for them . They did it instead , all of them took her in every single possible way and it went on for hours listening to her begging them to stop . It happened to every single one of them even the guys sex didnt seem to bother them , a hole was a hole to be filled . Emily didnt like the set up they had on me and argued that she wanted to have some fun as well it took all of them when they'd finished to pin me down long enough to cuff and tie my hands together the first time any of them broke my legs as well . They got me pinned down then pretty good and Em got her kicks , for three weeks every single day they would rape them all and Em would force me to respond to her and she'd fuck me just she got off on seeing that shit happening . Towards the end of it she got creative just riding me wasnt enough anymore the others left me be till she got them to play her games as well . I didnt think i could experiance the pain i did when they got bored ,they liked playing how many cocks you could shove into one guy at once and when they'd finished with me Em would always be there to just make it even more painfull . The whole group got bored eventually with us , three weeks doesnt seem long but felt like forever being there the end for the others wasnt easy or painless i saw every single moment of them being forced to run around the warehouse and be hunted down . Rogues in leopard or half shifted form chasing them , raping them one last time and ripping them to pieces sometimes at the same damn time . I stopped feeling anything then , I gave up hope of ever getting out of there . The others died and I became their personal pet to be tortured and fucked whenever they felt like it . They had me for two whole months before they grew bored of me not fighting back anymore I gave up fully or thought I had till Emily started bringing people around advertising her broken pet leopard for sale . It took maybe the sixth person inspecting me like a horse before it made me snap out of it . I was broken they relaxed around me they got close and I waited till one tried for a last fuck before they got rid of me and I broke his neck the others died easier then they should have
Just a slow breath , he hated looked towards her yet and finally lifted eyes to where she was blinking back the tears falling from eyes .
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Post by Casey on Dec 20, 2009 18:43:28 GMT -8
Kait saw him suggesting the small sitting area in the bedroom...she'd move over and slowly sink down into a chair opposite him..she saw hi struggle to lower himself into the chair and she caught herself moving towards him to help...she had to bite back that response and just let him do it on his own...
she sat there listening to everything he told her...what they'd done to him... made him do...after a while she couldn't look at him or she'd star crying too...she was desperately trying to snap into that doctor mode she had..the one where she could just shut off her emotions and listen..but that wasn't so easy this time...not with him... but she was trying...she kept staring at a spot on the rug...clenching ad unclenching her hands...just slowly breathing as she listened...she could smell the salt of his tears in the air...and she hated not being able to comfort him jsut then...when he paused in his story she'd slowly look up at him...her eyes glassy with unshed tears...but she didn't say anything..waiting to hear the rest...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 19:01:12 GMT -8
He was laying himself bare here , laying it all out for her to hear and know maybe understand why he reacted the way he did sometimes .Wasnt something he could fully change in himself , two months of hell had altered him deeper then even he had ever realised
Emily was with him , the vampire who'd paid money to take me with him . She never called him anything but Sir and I wasnt going to go asking for a name , i found them together and she feld to his side and hid behind him . I was covered in blood my own and the blood of the ones I'd killed and neither stopped me from walking away from there . I couldnt kill her then even though she was never strong enough to hold me on her own knowing I would of had to walk within arms reach of that leach made me run from both of them . Second he touched my beast the other day I knew who he was that he'd found me by accident and now that he had he wanted what he paid for . Kait before he agreed to Ems price on me he got a test drive he knows me inside and out already he got inside my head and used me to hurt you the same way he knew Em had made me hurt others how she'd hurt me . Between him fucking with my head bringing eveything back up , making me hurt you like that he fed on my guilt and twisted it he wanted me back to the same way I was when he first saw me.
He was looking at her now and as he spoke he slowly eased battered body from the seat he was in and made the first move to step over towards where she was .It pained him to lay it all out there and slowly sunk down onto his knees infront of her , slow but surely .
I tried so hard to stop him from hurting you again that between him being in my mind and the mess I was in anyway between us we fucked me up badly and I'm sorry , I am so sorry for putting you thru that I never meant to let my past over ride the present to the point I couldnt see anything else but the pain I'd gone thru . It wasnt just my pride that wouldnt let me tell you everything , i'm ashamed of what they made me into the fuck toy that'd blow his load to avoid being beaten . Forgive me ...... for not being strong enough to handle this , for hurting you and for not seeing your pain thru my own
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Post by Casey on Dec 20, 2009 20:40:06 GMT -8
Kait nodded...she had guessed something like that was the case with the vampire...why he thought he owned Kildare...she listened silently to all of it..her heart ached for him...she wasn't sure she would have faired any better if she had gone through all that...at least not without help....she watched him slowly and painfully ease out of the chair and frowned...she didn't want him on his knees..she should ben lying in bed or hunting to heal himself...not crawling over to her..one of the people who hurt him the most...she swallowed as he apologized...gently shaking her head at him...she didn't know how she could convince him that none of that mattered to her...she just wanted him to be happy...to not be haunted by all these demons...for him to live without fear and just be himself ...
Ian...stop...please...you don't need to apologize or ask my forgiveness...it's not about me. it's about you. I don't want this for you...it kills me to see you in so much pain and inner turmoil and not being able to help. I fell in love with you while you were pissed off, suicidal, threatening to make me your fuck toy...do you really think telling me about your past would scare me off? All that stuff...it's in the past...you can't change it... I can't change it.. knowing doesn't make me love you any less...doesn't make me think of you any differently. I met and fell for a man that was the result of all that pain...the only thing that can change how i feel about you is what you do now...and in the future...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 20:58:10 GMT -8
He was still there , on his knees infront of her and the first time since the punishment that started them on this route he would reach for her hand , try to curl his fingers with her own and tug lightly bringing her hand to his cheek brush the back of hand against it
I love you and without you I cant do it , I need you I want you . I cant do it though if we both hide things from each other . Dont hide from me and I'll try to do the same . Tell me when you're hurt or upset , i'm a dumb guy ...... i cant always tell
He tried to go with faint humor towards the end and tiredness sunk into his very core , he didnt mean too just found himself leaning forwards and laying against her legs too tired to move himself back again
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Post by Casey on Dec 20, 2009 21:23:57 GMT -8
she felt him take her hand and didn't try to take it back..she let him bring it to his cheek ..she squeezed his hand gently and would bring her other hand up to softly touch his face...careful of his injuries...watching him with a soft look in her eyes
That's just it Ian..i WANT you to be able to do it without me...I want to know that if something happened to me...you'd still go on...and live...I don't want you to give up jsut because i'm not there...
she didn't smile at his attempt at humor...she let him lean against her legs and would softly stroke his hair...caressing him softly...
I'll be here to support you...help you however i can...but you're stronger than you were back then. You CAN do this on your own...you just have to believe that about yourself..as for not hiding...i don't know that i can promise that...i will try...but so much of my life..my work...is about hiding my thoughts and feelings..it's a habit..
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Post by Keiran on Dec 20, 2009 21:42:21 GMT -8
we both have a habit of hiding things , only thing we can both do is try
As much as he may become a weight on her leg his body wouldnt let him move , he'd put it thru too much in too short a time and he stayed there letting her stroke his hair and taking the comfort from such a simple touch .
you know chances are if anything did happen to you its because I couldnt stop it and i'm not around to prevent it from happening
Would she know just what he would do for her , hell even now at this point if things came to it that she was dead then he'd be dead before her . No need to worry bout living on without her being there .
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