Keiran
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Post by Keiran on Dec 21, 2009 21:18:20 GMT -8
Why not start with the doosy hmmm better the beating round the bush asking inane questions that wouldnt help either of them . Seemed like they both had some fucked up backgrounds , where they came from affected every aspect of their lives even now . Not including all the mess they'd dealt with lately for him , he was too quick to anger and take offense he knew that but where he came from if you didnt step up you got knocked down hard . He'd listen , really listened to her and he got it just confused him faintly at the same time
I get it ...... i think , we both have to be more honest with each other . If you dont let me know you're hurting too , you cant keep letting me unload onto you it isnt fair Kait .
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Post by Casey on Dec 22, 2009 17:58:48 GMT -8
Kait reached out to touch his cheek...softly brushing her thumb over his jaw...she watched him...it was hard to imagine being any other way..but if he could change..she supposed she could try...she always felt like hiding those things was better than dumping them on someone else...especially him..
it's hard for me...with you...i worry so much about you... about what you would do if overwhelmed...this is the second time i've seen you lose it..and i worry that by unloading on you...it will only make things worse...
she looked at him with those soft blue eyes...smiling gently softly
I'm a psychiatrist Ian...having people unload on me is my job...and i like it...i would rather have you unload on me all day every day than keep all this pain locked up inside of you...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 22, 2009 18:07:13 GMT -8
Everytime i think your hiding something , i get paranoid i've done something to piss you off . Least if you tell me , i'll know if it is and not something someone else has done .
Okay so a little paranoia goes along way apprently , he wasnt sure if that made sense but if he could feel she was keeping things from him it just made him feel like she didnt trust him to tell the truth . God they were fucked up at times , her touch was leant into seeking the warmth of her hand his beast had already decided and curled around her own . He needed warmth , closeness ..... much as she would wish to give him right now
i'm not your job Kait , i'm supposed to be your boyfriend , partner whatever you wanna pidgeon hole us as . How about we make a deal , i'll be open with you over things if you do the same back .... promise me to try?
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Post by Casey on Dec 22, 2009 18:24:44 GMT -8
She just listened..feeling him nuzzle her hand...his beast curled around hers...the two kitties nuzzled and cuddled up with eachother..even if the human parts were only jsut barely touching...she wasn't sure what to do...what would be the best thing to get them past this...
I promise...i'll try...for you...
and she would...she jsut stared into his eyes for a long moment..that short distance between them felt like miles right now...she'd suddenly lean across to press her lips against his..just needing to touch him..taste him...feel connected to him in some small way..her lips soft and supple against his
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Keiran
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Post by Keiran on Dec 22, 2009 18:30:00 GMT -8
Least she promised to try it wasnt perfect and neither of them were but they could try and maybe the only way they'd be able to succed was to try together . she moved , her lips pressed against his own and he'd stay still for a second unsure what to do but he'd ease into it . His arm reached across and round her pulling her against his chest and it may not of been the best of kisses in the world but feeling her close to him eased some of the pain floating round .
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Post by Casey on Dec 22, 2009 18:58:10 GMT -8
She felt the awkwardness of the kiss...his hesitancy...but she didn't care..she just wanted to forget everything...she breathed in his scent as she kissed him..his arm moving around her..she'd scoot closer..curling against him but being careful of his injuries...her face nuzzling agaisnt his..leaning her forehead against his..
i love you Ian...so much
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Post by Keiran on Dec 22, 2009 19:06:01 GMT -8
He'd shift slightly , getting more relaxed there and finding a way to lay that didnt hurt so much for him .No matter how he would lay there or which way it was gonna pain him at some point .he'd try and ignore the pain flickering thru his side and nuzzle back against her
love you too babe , dont ever forget that
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Post by Casey on Dec 22, 2009 20:14:39 GMT -8
she watched him struggle to move..seeing the pain flash across his face...she wished there was something more she could do.but until he had the strength to shift...all she could do was lay with him...kait stayed close though..gently offering the warmth and comfort of her body...her beast licking at his playfully...she felt like she should try to open up to him..tell him what she's been thinking...
you know...i never bring it up because i know it's a sore spot...and i'm still not sure how you feel about it...but...i'm glad Maire left...is that really selfish?
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Post by Keiran on Dec 22, 2009 20:47:20 GMT -8
of all the things she could of came out with gods truth he wasnt expecting that . Flicker of surprise would shock cross his face and he'd nuzzle in closer to her seeking the warmth of her body letting the closeness help speed his healing up .
why would it be selfish ?
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Post by Casey on Dec 22, 2009 20:58:14 GMT -8
Kait sort of shrugged..and just nuzzled him back..tucking her head in the crook of her neck as she spoke softly...almost hiding
I don't know...Because she was my friend...she was one of the first people besides Colin who befriended me in the pard...but truth be told...i envied her...whenever i saw the two of you together...she had what i wanted...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 22, 2009 21:07:15 GMT -8
Some reason he didnt expect that answer from her , he didnt think she meant him though just Maire seemed to have it all. Kildare rarely thought bout her these days , he'd been the one that'd been dumped in favour of some low life that treated Maire like dirt that was her choice even though it stung like crazy , ripped a piece of him out . He could feel her hiding against him and eased back nice and slow trying to look at her
no i dont think you're selfish for that, her leaving saved me from a big ass mistake was looking at rings thinking bout asking her , only reason i never went that far was because she kinda laughed when i asked her once if she'd ever marry a guy like me .
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Post by Casey on Dec 22, 2009 21:12:30 GMT -8
Kait felt him try to pull back to look at her..her cheeks stained a little pink but she looked back at him...She raised a brow at him as he said he'd been looking at rings...she was surprised...the Kildare she knew didn't really seem like the marrying sort...but then again..a lot had happened since then...she looked at him curiously as he mention she laughed at him...
Why did she laugh at that question?
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Post by Keiran on Dec 22, 2009 21:17:25 GMT -8
aint got a clue , maybe she knew then i was just a stop gap till he came back . Sides different worlds , i'm not rich and wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth she was . Her family were freaking weird , swear her sister tried hitting on me .
like that whole trip to go see the whole family thing hadnt been weird at times . Maybe he'd known deep down that someone like Maire would never settle down with his type . Whatever it didnt matter now , he'd moved past that part of his life and beyond it .
kinda glad i never did and she dumped me . If she hadnt i might never have gone off the rails so badly and you might never have noticed me
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Post by Casey on Dec 22, 2009 21:27:10 GMT -8
Kait chuckled softly...she didn't really know what it was like to be wealthy...her dad was a cop...not exactly a high paying job...but they got by... she smiled a bit
well..you haven't met my family yet...they are...err...overprotective i guess...i'm the baby and the only girl...kind of to be expected...plus..they don't know i was infected...
she chuckled at his phrasing...her noticed him? she would have thought it would be the other way around...
I think it would have been more that YOU wouldn't have noticed me...if Tieran hadn't forced me on you.... you hardly said 2 words to me before...just another newbie leopard in the pard...
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Post by Keiran on Dec 22, 2009 21:35:55 GMT -8
Think he has met at least one of them , seemed to recall one of her brothers causing trouble back when she gave him a strip dance in one of the back rooms in Tierans club . There was no way in hell he'd ever introduce her to what remained of his own , sides always diffucult to get hold of prison passes for two .
hate to say it just when you hung round Colin so much , his rep kinda went before him . Kinda assumed you were just one of the many that he slept his way thru ........ sorry .
yeah he apologised for thinking that back then before either of them got to know the other . Then after when his life went to hell n back yet again he wasnt noticing much of anything at all and wanting to make friends wasnt high on his list , back then pissing people off making enemies and trying to get himself killed listed much higher then playing nice
i know better now , after when she left ..... being nice to anyone just seemed too much effert . Didnt wanna be around myself let alone make people endure my miserable bastard self
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